Complex Feelings

This is a complex world with complex beings that have complex feelings. Yes, very complex, I know.

Each person reacts differently to things that happen and most of the time they have no control over their feelings. This doesn't mean that sometimes those feelings aren't stupid or aren't unexplainable. 

You could start having feelings for someone after a week of meeting them and not have a clue why. Or you could have EVERY clue why. Jealousy is a very common feeling that most of us have, whether we like to admit it or not. It comes easily. You know they're just friends but that doesn't ease the pain, does it? And why do we have these feelings? Why are they necessary? 

For someone like me, who thinks about everything in a critical way, it's even worse. You have all these thoughts running around in your head that can be a blessing but they can also be your worst enemy. You over think things that you shouldn't even be thinking about. It causes you to make huge mistakes yet it can save your life. I am a very perspective person and most of the time, it is easy for me to tell what someone is feeling or trying to say but other times I completely misread them. Because we are all different and complex, there is no one way or right way to do something. Everyone's actions have different meanings, depending on who is doing it.

How are we supposed to communicate with each other? How are we supposed to relate to one another?

Some things are done on purpose and then others are complete coincidences. There sometimes is no way of finding out which is which. This world is as complex as the people in it.

So how dare you call this world a small world, because it is anything BUT that.

Written by: Bethany Wonsmos