When I was younger I carried around a lot of pain and sorrow. My father was never there and my mom was a single, independent woman, who worked to support her kids. I felt the weight of society against me and I started to wonder if I was doomed to a life in jail or drug dealing like the rest of my family. People around me were dying constantly and I felt powerless to stop it. I shed a lot of tears, but something that helped me deal with the pain was rain. It sounds crazy, but the rain felt like it reflected my deepest and darkest emotions. It was peaceful but dangerous, calm but wild. The rain is a beautiful thing; it helped even in my darkest days. I couldn’t help but take sight in the beautiful rain, I would stand in it for hours just thinking about my life and the problems in it. I would hear the lightning strike and as I grew mentally and physically the lightning inside me struck the lightning outside, the thunder cracked and boomed and I would just listen and feel it. It was almost as if the lightning and thunder was one with me. It felt so empowering, it gave me strength to walk when I was down. I would feel a crack and boom, a powerful strike of lightning inside that would never let me give up. I felt like it was telling me to keep going. There wasn’t a time growing up where I felt that the rain couldn’t help me grow mentally as a person. The lighting inside is what helped me strive for greatness.
Personal Quote: “ Look To The Sky For Courage When Your Down, Always Settle For Greatness Never Less”
Written by: Delante Madden